Saturday, December 19, 2009

The Laity Curse

So I'm here to warn you. DO NOT become close friends with my husband and me if you want to stay living in SLO.
I'm telling you, it's a curse.
When we moved back from Mississippi almost immediately our very best and dearest friends the Heldts moved to Colorado. A few months later we started attending a new church and met the Greenes. Immediately we felt a deep connection with them, but after only a couple of dinners together they moved to Africa! A few more months go by and we meet Faith. Again she was one of those people I just had a soul connection with. She helped us out on the farm and had regular meals at our house and along with regular, beautiful, times of prayer. And as of December 2nd she just moved to Tennessee! =(
And if you know anything about us, you're seeing where this is going because at least through all of this loss we've had the Badgers right? Yes, I've always had Cara. Until now. Keith and Cara just moved to Selma, CA!

I have two thoughts about all of this. One is that I'm super excited that Keith and Cara moved where they did because we'll probably get to see them every month when we go to Fresno. Yay! So that move isn't so hard as the others.
Second, though this stage in our lives has been difficult in many ways, we are excited about the things that God is doing in our lives through this. He is stripping away all that we have found security in so that we may learn to find our security in Him. Honestly I don't love the process of being pruned. It hurts. But I love that the Lord is active and alive in my life. I trust His perfect process (most of the time at least) and I'm excited to see what the outcome will be when He is done with us.

So if you’re reading this and thinking, “Wait, but I am close friends with you guys.” Beware, you’re probably going to move soon! =)



Saturday, November 28, 2009

Food Post

Have you heard of the Hunza people in Pakistan? I've been hearing about them here and there. Apparently they are the healthiest group of people in the world. I found this little article about them today.
I'm not planning on moving to the mountain regions of Pakistan or anything, but it did encourage me to continue on my journey to eating more whole foods and less processed foods/unnatural foods.

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

What I'm pondering today...

"To be wounded in the fight is a great honor. It is by the Lord's stripes that we are healed, and it is through our stripes that we, too, are given the authority for healing. Once we are healed, we are given the power to heal others in the very place where the enemy wounded us." ~Rick Joyner from "The Final Quest"

Saturday, November 14, 2009

My Princess...

is FOUR today!! I love you baby girl! Happy Birthday!
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Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Things I want to blog about...

...who knows if I'll ever get the time. When I sit down to do a project I like to finish it. I like to get really involved. I don't like to be interrupted. As you can imagine there are a lot of projects I'm avoiding while I have small children. The longest break I get at this point is about 15 min. So I'll just share my wish list:

-our story. I want you to know how we got to this point. my husband was working with Josh at Digital Foundation after we graduated from college and now he's an organic farmer. I would love to share with you our journey from that point to this one.

-what I've been reading. I'd love to post some of the spiritual questions that have been bouncing around in my head. Especially from the Oswald Chambers book I'm reading at the moment. How have I neglected him all these years?!

-my health journey. I've been learning A LOT about food and how it interacts with our bodies to produce health or un-health. Our family diet has changed a lot since we were in Mississippi when I first discovered my depression-like reaction to processed sugar. I'd love to share with you some of my favorite recipes at the moment.

-I want to post pictures from halloween.

-I want to tell you about my son and post a video of him talking. He's starting to put two words together now. "Dada's Truck" "Mama's Car" "Choo-choo train" "Dada's Shoe" "Choo-Choo book" "I do!" "Mine Blankey" I love this boy.

-I'd love to share more of my journey with my daughter. It's been difficult. We're doing MUCH better now.

I do have a question for you. My topic of interest at the moment is prayer. If you are married do you and your spouse pray together? If so, how often? What does that look like. If you have kids do you pray with them? What does that look like? I'd love to hear your stories. When you were growing up do you pray with your parents? Do you do things the same now or have you changed things? I'd love to hear your story.

Saturday, October 31, 2009

Happy Halloween!




Tuesday, October 27, 2009

My thoughts on the letter

My first emotional response to this letter was that I loved it. Even if it couldn't work. Even if the world could never be this way. I wish it could. I want it to be this way. The idea itself is so beautiful and inspiring. I imagine that when Jesus returns and the Kingdom is fulfilled this is the way things will be.
On top of my emotional reaction to the letter, I have read "Three Cups of Tea" by Greg Mortenson and I know that this type of thing works because he is doing it. His non-profit builds schools and funds them in Islamic countries. It works because before he came parents' only option was to send their kids to Fundamentalist Islamic schools funded by their Fundamentalist Islamic State. At those schools they learn about jihad and such. The idea is that when they graduate they are delighted to join a militant western hating army. And it works. But when Mortenson built his schools kids learned normal stuff like math, English and science. When those kids graduated they became doctors, mid-wives, teachers, engineers, political leaders, restaurant owners, etc..... All the normal stuff that supports a healthy functioning society that doesn't crash airplanes into large buildings. It worked. It's still working.
BUT here's the catch. It worked so well that our government noticed and asked to get involved. Mortenson said no, because he knew if he had government support that no one would trust him. He was there because he cared about the people and their livelihood. He didn't have a political agenda. He knew he couldn't get his work done unless people believed he cared about them and them only.
So the question I have is, would it work to have our government do this? Really our government is supposed to be just a representation of us as a people. It shouldn't be different than if we all supported Mortenson's non-profit. But somehow it is. So I have my doubts. Like some of you said, when our gov has tried this in the past the stuff we built just got bombed (I hadn't heard about this. Do you have any sources?). Maybe we should all just support Mortenson's non-profit. But we won't because it doesn't come out of our paychecks automatically as taxes. *sigh*
I also had to laugh because I can imagine the OUTCRY if Obama did make a decision like this. It isn't fair! It's our money! We have needs here in our country too! It would NEVER fly. And yet we're okay with our gov. spending the same amount on a war. Truthfully I don't really understand why spending the money on war is better to people than spending it on support.

I'm not totally convinced that it's the right thing, the best thing, the wisest thing, or a logical idea. But I'm an idealist at heart. God made me that way. So I'm drawn to this idea. I want this to be the way we do things. If we do it well, this way works better than our normal human way. You know, the whole "love your enemies" thing. =)


In the last few years I've fallen in love with Jesus' way of doing things.

Those are my thoughts. Forgive me if they are a little incoherent. You have to remember that I'm thinking through all this as I do the dishes, discipline children, make meals, serve at Upper Crust, connect with my husband, etc. So hopefully you'll cut me a little slack. =)